Quoted and damn smilies.

Give me some more conversations, Bob.

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Jesse was sick with rheums, and aches and lung congestions. Insomnia stained his eye sockets like soot. He read auguries in the snarled intestines of chickens or the blow of cat hair released in the wind.

And the omens promised bad luck, which moated and dungeoned him.

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Of all things this was saddest, that life goes on: if one leaves one’s lover, life should stop for him, and if one disappears from the world, then the world should stop, too: and it never did. And that was the real reason for most people getting up in the morning: not because it would matter but because it wouldn’t.

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Profit

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:)

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We’re unhappy, dependant, clinging. When we were little, we clung to our mother and father. Then to another boy, then to our child. When our child is taken we cling to our work. Like idiots.

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Like I’d marry you. You’d be the meanest wife ever, ok. And I know you weren’t bored that day because there was a lot of stuff on TV. And the Blair Witch Project was on Stars. And you were like I haven’t seen this since this came out and we should like watch it but oh we should just make out instead. La la la.

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I try very hard, actually.

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“6 people have just died and all you care about is getting lunch. That is how indifferent you’ve become. Do you feel ashamed now?”

“Yes.”

“Good. Now you can get some lunch.”

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I went for my driver’s license today, and after some, eventually, useless principle based stance-taking, I will get one on Monday, without a test. I sat down next to the road and watched the guy with the forms take bribes and persuade me not to take the test. “You’d fail it.”

Mall road is as beautiful as ever.

This morning, and yesterday, I was convinced that I’d lost my centre, again. The last time that happened, I made an insane number of blog posts, all whiney and Prozac craving.

But, I got my centre back.

:D

I’ve been watching a LOT of movies nowadays. I might not go to pindi. Then again, I might. Don’t know. I’m reading gormenghast and other stuff is also up in, um, my life.

Yeah. That's it.